My walk through this dark valley with God....

2010-02-08T09:43:00.000-08:00

This is for you my friend:)

i really love you:)

although u always want to go home early and watch tv.

although u made mistakes.

although u hid it from me for so long.

although u rejected hangouts with me for several times.

(ok this is getting mushy:p)

[Ephesians 5:1-2]

-Watch what God does, and then you do it, like children who learn proper behavior from their parents. Mostly what God does is love you. Keep company with him and learn a life of love. Observe how Christ loved us. His love was not cautious but extravagant. He didn't love in order to get something from us but to give everything of himself to us. Love like that.

keep holding on yea:) you got to,and you are not alone,we are with you:) haha

2009-08-26T11:21:00.001-07:00

"don't be afraid. even though you have committed all this evil, don't turn away from following the Lord. instead, worship the Lord with all your heart. don't turn away to follow worthless things that can't profit or deliver you; they are worthless. the Lord will not abandon His people, because of His great name and because He has determined to make you His own people." 1 Samuel 12:20

2009-08-26T11:21:00.000-07:00

2009-07-22T08:33:00.001-07:00

Persevere on!!fix my eyes on what God had showed me and planned for me!dont look else where and feel like a loser or get discouraged=) He is on my side!=) amen!

2009-07-14T02:46:00.000-07:00

Having a thought recently...

Shooting for my friends' wedding should be fun!!hahaz although not good enough yet,i got a few more years till my friends are getting married(right?)...haha yeah gonna practice more hahaz..really wanna do photography for those bridal boutique,take photos for those happy couples haha!

mindy kon,esther cheong,serene wong!please get married fast okay!!=D hahaz

2009-07-13T13:05:00.000-07:00

hahah long time nv really post liao.Started using facebook thus neglected my blog.But yeah i would say that things are going better for me.I really gotta get back and get right with God.haha keep having fears of not being good enough in the things i do and i feel so afraid that i might die any moment,normal?=(

sidetrack abit,i tink allison iraheta is so awesomely cute!!!!

her voice is so sexy hahaha!!=D

18 more kgs to go...

2009-07-09T11:14:00.000-07:00

Adam rock on!

haha sorry kris allen's fans,tis is just a spoof.

2009-05-29T11:55:00.001-07:00

Finding strength to go on.

everyday I am just surviving.

waking up,only to hope for the sun to be down fast,so that i can get back to sleep.

every moment of consciousness sucks.

dwelling in self-centeredness or let Christ take over is a struggle.

every breathe i take is given by You.

i plead that You will come.

i suck.You good.

I am not your backup plan,miss.

black.red.purple.so what.

2009-05-21T10:54:00.000-07:00

I am who I am,love me or hate me.

Dedication to xuanwen dajie.for her hand and cooperation.

~In her garden of fantasy...~

Dedicated to Rachel Chong,one who love wormy alot!:)

Caught on film

went to hort park for job training with xuanwen dajie and took some photos,posted afew on facebook.Hort park is a really nice place,so many flowers and insects.Even for a person that dislike flowers and insects,i like it there,i mean i still dislike insects,but i think the flowers are really nice!=D

thanks for everything.smiles.and gym!=p
(downloaded The Biggest Loser theme song onto my phone as message alert tone and The Biggest Loser's trainers photo.wanted to set as my wallpaper)

i find it harder and harder to forgive people,harder and harder to see pass their mistakes...please bear with me,i have my dry times too..i have my wrongs,i have my doubts too..

love me or hate me.
bear with me..

2009-05-21T00:59:00.000-07:00

Adam Lambert should had won!

so sad la!!!I find him alot better than kris allen!but kris is good too i must say,just disappointed,adam is just so awesome!!=D

just listen to this song below performed by him during the finale!

2009-05-17T12:41:00.001-07:00

Had photographer's Outing at chinese garden!hahaz so nice,to hangout with people with same interest and do the same thing,and learn from each other!=D went to gabriel house after shooting to check out "emo",gabriel's pet bird,and sang karaoke!!=D suddenly i like *hei se you mo* again by jay chou!Met mindy kon bestest friend for dinner at xin wang and food court after that=)

This is a living cockroach =D

Random shot

Capture ourselves through each other's lens

Perspective shot

nice shot by Cheong chio bu haha!=p

Eunice and I were trying to do jump shot for each other at the same time!jump and shoot each other!but it turned out blur!*.*

Always so cooperative de eunice haha!We are egyptians paintings!

Sunday group old people gathering again!!=D but no jocelyn with us=(

Went dinner with Ros at Jp

haha really appreciate you for always being there for me friend!=)=)haha as we noe all man fail,but u are one that is really trying ur best to be the best buddy u can be and u are really my buddy haha!thanks for everything haha.We found out that we never ever ate at food court when we hung out,always restuarants or sushi!Opps!!ate at Ichiban sushi and had anderson ice cream for dessert.watched angel and demon together and that show is pretty good i must say.i love this kind of shows,national treasure etc.hahaz

And lastly:
Thanks Sadist wong for the card and present!!=)
thanks cheryl and shuen for comforting me haha in my weird thoughts

2009-05-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

2009-04-28T01:32:00.000-07:00

[Saturday 25/4/09]

went Serene house to watch soccer match,liverpool vs Hull,with samuel and winnie.haha i must admit,i was really amazed by you,you really like liverpool haha,u really are a fan haha!=)

[Sunday 26/4/09]

went bible study in the morning,and went to meet Min and Esther at clementi and headed down to fullerton starbucks.hahaz went to study,but there was no condusive place so we decided to go to Don's Pie,to hang out,but Min and Esther,being too distracted to study,decided to tok,and we toked for about 3 hrs plus!really love toking to you guys yeah!=D had a fruitful day!hahaz

looking forward to shop with Kon and Cheong on labour day!!yeah!!=D

[Monday 27/4/09]

Watching The Biggest Loser on tv,inspired me to lose weight hahah!!=D

went to gym with cheryl,kongsheng and shuen.Went yewtee point for dinner,kongsheng left us to meet the leaders for some meeting.We ate Ha gao,siew mai,lotus leave rice,chee cheong fun,polo bun,bbq pork pastries,cheng teng,milk tea,super nice yong tau foo!=)

after dinner went cheryl house to watch Mean girls!!haha i watch b4,but i still find it nice!!=D

i scream my lungs out,try to get to You.My God is still God.

2009-04-18T13:45:00.000-07:00

haha happy early birthday wanlin nuer!!=D

miss those times tat we hung out ah

nuer,haha shall go out soon kays!

2009-04-16T11:56:00.000-07:00

Henson welcome back!=D

Night shooting with yijun and rachel

turned out we kept going to places to eat and eat,never took much pics!=(
asked rachel to teach me photography and planned tis outing like 1 month plus ago,ended up eating haha!=D

rachel brought us to:

nice nice yong tau foo
famous curry rice
rocher beancurd

yijun brought us to:

Shave ice dessert stall
nice dim sum place

yeah rachel practically laughed at everything we said.haha u make me feel that i m so humourous!=D=D

haha finally met up with ros after so long.hahaz baileys!!see ya buddy!

Just a picture i found on deviantart

2009-04-15T11:33:00.001-07:00

i m so tired...

if i cant be myself,i rather not be friends...

2009-04-12T09:51:00.000-07:00

Honour God with our body.
following the sinful desires of the flesh may just get us deeper and deeper into sin,but choose to follow God and the leading of His Holy Spirit will set me free.
this really hit me,and i want it to mean alot to me.

Jamming with band,out with serene & co,out with cheryl & co,kenneth zhang & co,xuanwen,kennethyeo,went muen hse sleep over.

days well spent,having these guys as company,hanging out and crapping.needa find job soon...

miss sunday grp,ros and henson yeah...

i have my rainy days too,please show me grace...

2009-04-06T12:30:00.000-07:00

hahaz i want jamming!!!

2009-04-05T11:56:00.000-07:00

i want to apply wad God taught us this week,we need to show grace to one another as we are all sinners.I really need to learn...dont angry...dont angry...

sidenote:i really dont like people asking me to shut up.=)

Love is patient,love is kind,love does not keep records of wrongs..=)

2009-04-04T12:27:00.000-07:00

My new dream:

To open a christian pub or cafe.
"Your voice"(unofficial name) consisting of ewan,roger,yijun,shannon,mervin and I currently...playing for the crowd,live band=)

i have never felt so serious about a business before...weird.haha interested?anyone?=D

2009-03-30T11:57:00.000-07:00

LUWEI says:

when dog is put to sleep
*a certain part of the body,i dunnoe which part
*is grinded with flour n some other things
*and made into dog biscuits
*tats why its edible to dogs

SERENE says:

*but they killed the dog!!

LUWEI says:

*put to sleep ma
*bopian
*when dogs are put to sleep
*they become biscuit
*haha
*that is the sad truth

SERENE says:

*WHY!!!
*so sad
*why so cruel

LUWEI says:

*hey
*i tell u something
*u dun angry ok?

SERENE says:

*orh
*wait
*see first ;)
*HAHA

LUWEI says:

*ok
*erm..
*abt the dog biscuit..its fake
*HAHAHA!!!
*ahah why see first,aiyo u make me scared sia

SERENE says:

*haha
*lame.
*LAME.

LUWEI says:

*muhahaha!!

SERENE says:

*u make me feel sad
*this is really call "cheat my feeling" LO!!
*tsk tsk tsk
*im gonna tell pei jun
*haha

2009-03-29T12:40:00.001-07:00

What's on my mind

[1 corinthians 13:7]
-Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

love endures through all circumstances...how can we say we love,if we dont endure the bad things that people throw at us,or when they reject us as we are in the process of loving them??=)

~*Just some photos to brighten up the post!*~

i just miss those times of talking...when we can share so much about our lives,thoughts and who we really are...being friend...not hiding things from each other like now...i miss a friend..

2009-03-25T10:19:00.000-07:00

feel like singing "Untitled" by simple plan,but i know i have to sing "Solid Rock"...help me to push on Jesus=)

2009-03-21T11:40:00.000-07:00

~*Sweeney todd*~

i love this show!!Muscial,romance,humor,love,nice scenery,nice hair and clothinng all in one!

2009-03-20T21:17:00.000-07:00

Did recording in studio on wed with these people,"Your voice".

2009-03-16T10:37:00.000-07:00

hahaz nice chilling out!hahaz Harry's 1992 & mountain breeze!!samuel,serene and ann kept burping today,haha so scary!

let You be No.1 again...

2009-03-14T10:36:00.001-07:00

Shoot teachers Day!!=D

went around singapore shooting teachers,with camera not guns,with toad-face and cat-face.

Bible says that self seeking and living for ourselves,we will never find real joy and happiness.but living for God and others,we will.i wanna try...

2009-03-13T02:51:00.000-07:00

Back from redang!!

Yijun,sylvester and I

walking through fuel-polluted water to reach our ferry

On the ferry towards redang!!9 hrs of bus trip and about 1 hr of ferry...phew

Crashing the waves!!

Forest that we need to walk through to get to the nicer beach

The bar,we sang and slack and spent our night in.

played pool with yijun

we didnt noe we became so dark..*burnt*

Overall,this trip is nice!hahaz thank God and syl who got tis good deal.Our resort and beach was not that fantastic,so we spend 2 out of 3 days on another side of the island,we needa walk through forest and few beaches to reach the nicer part,haha it was tiring but worth it.

hahaz miss the night scenery of redang beach,with moonlight shining down on the beach.waters having reflection of the moon and the sand glowing with a light grey,like wad sylvester said,its super nice to have a person u love with u on redang beach,its really romantic at nite.we spent our last nite in the beach bar because it was too late to return to our resort as we need to cross the long beaches and forest where there are snakes.

hahaz hope can find a few pics of night view and den show u guys!!=)more pics will be posted!=D

2009-03-04T10:08:00.000-08:00

Slack,send henson off.

~L.O.V.E~took with my cousins!=)=)

Rosti,from Rosti(its the name of the shop too)

buddy

me

6 weeks in Uk,stay strong dude!hahaz we love ya!=)

haha nothing much,rely on God!=D

2009-03-03T09:07:00.000-08:00

hahaz thinking quite abit recently.So many questions and troubles,seems that God is the One to blame.But today i made up my mind.I will not blame Him,because He is not to be blamed,but everything He do is of His higher Wisdom and Love.

[Isaiah 55:8] -For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the LORD. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.

[romans 8:28]
-And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.

Hahaz going through the fire is hard.but as a christian i feel that we should not just be concerned only about ourselves.Yes our walk with God is 1st.But others outside that dunnoe Jesus are going to hell.we needa go out and help.

I am trying...Jesus

~*Some memories that are so beautiful!!*~

Start of sunday group

Seriously good times!!=D

Xuans,Sadist and luwei outside Champions Lake church=)

One good friend that i love!!=)

Aussie buddy!miss ya man!Jason,super nice and awesome!

2009-02-26T09:37:00.000-08:00

Jamming!=D

tried to let sze ern watch Man U vs Intermilan on my television through webcam!

[25/2/09]
!

haha everyday trying to cling onto Him and abide in Him.sometimes succeed,sometimes failed,but no matter what,God still deserve to be praised!

-do you have times that you are just so angry with God?
-are there times when your world seems like its crumbling down and you wonder why God let it happen?
-are there times when things happen and you dont have an explanation for it except to blame God for it?

haha i have.God is still worthy of my trust and worship.i believe Pruning and molding is a process of ups and down.If there are no downs,there will be no ups.

We cant judge people if they are doing well or not,just by
-the way they jump in worship passionately.
-do their Qt seldom.

-jumping passionately may not be maturity,doing Qt occasionally may not be not mature.The person tat is jumping passionately may be experiencing times of peace and blessings in God and its easy for him to praise.

-But the one tat is doing Qt occasionally,may be trying his best to push on in God,even doing Qt is tough,but he tries hard and he is experiencing such a hard time,he may feel so discouraged on somedays,to the brink of giving up,sometimes he succeeed by hanging onto God.doesnt mean he is backsliding,pruning is a process.

2009-02-24T11:51:00.000-08:00

Middle of the Night,its photo time!

My favourite among all these

YaY!We!=)

Joa,esther,kzhang and i!

SzErN!

High klass kon!haha nice billboard

syl and I!!

emo plus dead...

yeah found this editor so keep on editing photos haha!!nth much=)Jamming tml!!yeah!!!see ya ppl!

value friendship,above the mistakes we make.
not worth throwing our friendships away,just because of one bad incident.
too good to throw away...

2009-02-21T10:42:00.000-08:00

Things are not going smooth...but God is still working..hang on..

*i like this pic!taken by yijun*

[Isaiah 40:31]
-But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength.
They will soar high on wings like eagles.
They will run and not grow weary.
They will walk and not faint.

2009-02-20T00:23:00.000-08:00

Selena Gomez!!

going redang on 8 march till 12 march with yijun and sylvester.

Excited!

"met with more troubles after you obeyed God,mountains so high that u tink u are unable to climb n overcome,He is still ABLE,trust in Him...i am trying"

2009-02-17T08:44:00.000-08:00

maybe i am wrong...

2009-02-15T09:15:00.000-08:00

Hearing the Word of God,defeats what circumstances our eyes are looking at,holding on to His promises by faith.

2009-02-14T12:16:00.000-08:00

Selena Gomez!!

<3 Selena Gomez!she is so cool!=D=D

2009-02-12T09:41:00.000-08:00

*I like photography!!*

hahaz DSLR lovers may not be posers!although some are!
haha i do admit that i feel abit poser when carrying a DSLR bag walking around,but i am working and putting effort into photography!hahaz yeah yijun and serene have the same passion!!Cool!!=Dhad not hung out together a long time,should do so.

-went Zoo & Sentosa to take pictures recently.

happy valentine's day in advance to all!!=D

*Just came across this pic when browsing through my photos-zixin*

guess i really have to let go...

2009-02-10T10:10:00.000-08:00

Photos!

~*little gal at the zoo=)*~

sigh..maybe i should really let go now...after seeing that blog...really grew up..

[Psalms 119:37]
-Turn my eyes from worthless things,
and give me life through your word.^{help me to let go God.wad ever You dont want me to hold on to.=)}

2009-02-06T09:32:00.000-08:00

JC girl gone crazy...

*wanzi looking stress*

*Gal gone Emo...*

took tis photo when studying with wanzi last time.
haha paiseh ah wanzi,i just felt tat this pic very nice to edit,so u happen to be my model le haha!!Tis photo speaks of a JC student gone depressed after many hours of studying..

Sherie,same for your case haha!this photo i find it nice to edit so need u sorry ah!=Dyijun took this when we were waiting for 7 pounds(will smith) to start at cineleisure.

had a short dinner with mindy and esther at mindy's house on tues.haha 3rd feb,is when esther mindy jingwei and a few of us first hung out together,and build a close bond.It had been a year since i really noe mindy and jingwei!hahaz

nothing much happening recently,nothing exciting i mean.hahaz Jamming with roger,yijun and shannon is one of the most exciting and happy thing i did tis week.hahaz found my love for jamming once more!!haha sang many songs like "Thunder"(from Boys like girls) and "Spirit of the Lord"(Youth alive) and we are trying out many more!!=D

trying hard to follow the bible reading plan with the right motives,haha i admit sometimes i read is because i dun wan to lag behind,but i wanna urge everyone,read because you want to seek God,not because of only the prize etc.

loving unconditionally is hard,when you feel that u are forgotten,taken forgranted,and being stepped on.But if Christ did that for me,why cant i do that for others??=)

2009-02-01T10:00:00.001-08:00

As we grow up,we need to manage our time well.There are so many things that are so important.God,r/s,studies etc.yeah lets learn how to manage our time well,and not neglect any part of it.i admit as we grow up,we will have more commitments and we are not able to hang out like when we were young,but friendships shld remain and shld communicate even though there is no time to meet etc.without communication,no r/s can go on,without prayers,r/s with God canot go on,its the same idea,lets work on it den=)haha.i treasure our friendships.=)=)

(Thanks for recommending,mickon)

Can i stay here forever-Starfield

Through forgotten convictions
Misplaced affections
I'm losing the sound of Your voice
I've been chasing after emptiness
Trying to tidy up this mess
I swear I've been down this road before
I want to get back to where it all began
When I would long for only You

Like a child I'll take You at Your word
As these mountains of doubt, they fade away
I'm longing to trust and love You more
So for me this is beautiful
A brand new thought, and a brand new world
Can I stay here forever here with You?

I've lost sight of what first drew me
To the love that pursued me
The joy that inspired my song
The friendship that was all I knew
The arms that I would fall into
Seem miles and years from where I am today
I got to get back to where it all began
When I would wait for only You

Can I stay here forever
Here with you?
Surrounded by Your mercy
Clothed in Your truth
Always, I'll stay
Always here with You

Can I be here forever
Here with You?
Can I know what it's like
To deeply love You?
Always, Lord, let me stay
Always, here with You

let faithfulness and love not leave me God...

2009-01-30T09:41:00.000-08:00

Jamming day!!

Cosy jamming room...

playing guitar-luwei

Roger-guitarist

Vocalist-Me!!

Shannon-on drums!!

yijun-drummer

Me again!!=)=)

went jamming at farrer park,with yijun,roger and shannon.haha had great fun today!love hanging out with them.
after jamming,headed down to city hall,thai express to have dinner.Orchard after that,to find roger's desired bag and had some soup at Soup spoon paragon!it was nice!=)but i feel tat i put my expectation too high,abit dissapointed though haha!headed home after that..

let me hear Your voice again,
the Sweet voice that tells me the truth,Jesus.

2009-01-29T09:14:00.000-08:00

Photos of clarke quay part 2

~*High class ribeana and mango passion fruit*~

*$7 very nice carrot cake!!*

~*Yummy garlic prawn pasta,Coffee club*~

~*nice chilling out with "High klass"=p*~

this is the clarke quay outing,esther,wanzi and kenneth zhang u guys missed it,so sad.but nvm shall go to the nice nice dessert shop again!!=Dgoing jamming tml with yijun and friends,missed jamming and praising God together through jamming haha.

catched up with wanlin abit and chatted abit,wanlin reminded me why i started to like Red...haha which is not true,Red is a colour of intensity,thats why i like haha=D

tell me!wads wrong with me?=)
God bless

2009-01-27T08:05:00.000-08:00

PhOtOS!!*~*~

*Kenneth zhang birthday!!!brendan,kenni,kenneth yeo and I

Lamp post of the day

Clarke quay

Mindy walking...

vain kon,choosing earrings

High klass hates the lamp post,i love the lamp post

Gathering before suyin left singapore

Caltex petrol kiosk,new hangout place

haha oh man I'm so bored,nt going school also not exciting,so much time,but its a good time to invest to draw near to God.

-learn to rely on Him.
-quiet time is super important.

I know you are stealing pictures from my blog Mindy!haha i shall be forgiving muhahaz since they are all nice photos,i dun mind showing.haha tell me wads wrong with me?=)

i miss old times,you are growing up...=(

2009-01-21T09:22:00.000-08:00

Met up with kenneth and ros to eat lunch at Jp and cut their hair.hahaz both of them look great with new hair cuts=D

*I love this pic!!i look younger i feel!=p*

met up with lisa for dinner after that,great catch up!!toked alot hahaz jiayou lisa!
self control is so impt.learn to say no when God say is not the right one,the right time,the right thing to do.

No matter how bad my life is,still thank You!because You had changed me so much,that i cant live without You anymore!!=DYou are so awesome Jesus!!

2009-01-18T09:19:00.000-08:00

Catch up...

~*Paisley & Cream dine in=)=)*~

~*Eating bread pudding,Yum yum*~

Met Mindy to catch up today,kenneth and esther cant make it.laugh like mad today,seriously nice toking to Min,you are like a younger sister to me.hahaz yeah and den after that,went clarke quay tgt to buy cupcakes and ate a nice nice bread pudding!!hahaz if dine in,got whip cream and strawberry added,if dabao den dun have,too bad!=(
we were joking:"when i am bored,my hobby is bleed,the time tat i spend waiting for Min everytime we meet is like,i can bleed 1 bucket of blood le."

got two "sugar flowers" for free from the shop!hahaz in the top picture.niceee!
Went to meet up with xunxiang,suyin and joel to watch Red cliff 2.Okay only la,not as nice as i expected.But Zhu Ge Liang was really awesome and smart.my favourite character of Red cliff 2.After that went to esplanade to take pictures as suyin desired hahaz,since she is leaving,should show some love ma haha=D

*Dearest Piglet and Teddybear!!*

*Wanna thank this bro for being a real friend and nice cell member!*

thats about it,i can learn many beautiful things through the bad circumstances God allows me to be in.

2009-01-17T11:10:00.000-08:00

Everyone forms the Body of Christ,everyone is important.

2009-01-14T09:18:00.000-08:00

~*Little Joey*~

~*High Klass KoN*~

have the "old days...Mmmmm.." feeling

~*Dajiex xuanwen*~

~*Roly-Poly*~

Hahaz how great is my God,Who come to my rescue,give me peace,when i need it.Thank God for even letting ppl that i have "lost" to come back to me again.Even in times when all my friends are busy,You didnt let me die of loneliness.You are just awesome!

although friends come and leave,there are some that i really want them to stay.you can leave as you want,abandon your old friends,mix with ur new friends,and then abandon them when you have newer friends.you will just be trapped in this cycle forever.

2009-01-11T11:53:00.000-08:00

Desert song(few seconds before song starts)

Verse 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:
And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:
And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow

2009-01-09T09:10:00.000-08:00

[isaiah 40:31]
-but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings like eagles;
they shall run and not be weary;
they shall walk and not faint.

when i cant get wad i desire,the Lord teaches me that,if He give me anything and everything i want,it may not be good for me.
yeah,ask God for His best,and not my best.

went out with yijun,sherie,shannon,lora,serene,kenneth yeo,kenneth zhang and sylvester recently.haha keep going out with them,thanks for hanging out,its really nice to be with you guys.

i have my rainy days too,i have my downs too..pls bear with me...

2009-01-07T09:19:00.000-08:00

Friend trying out clothes

went shopping with some people,haha guess who this is??=)=)

anyway thanks kenneth yeo for the chat!=Dhaha thanks alot buddy!

2009-01-06T07:18:00.000-08:00

~Ben & jerry's~

~*Lora!!=D*~

~*EmO Sherie*~

~*Lester*~

~*yijun n shannon*~

~*And I*~

~Christmas day*~

~*Us attracting attention in lobby of paragon*~

~*Piglet on Christmas*~

~*Long time never hang out ah!suddenly just feel like posting pic...*~

1 thing i learnt this year,its never worth it to give up on God no matter what.He is irreplaceable.He is holding me through=)

2009-01-02T09:50:00.000-08:00

Teacher inspired me to edit photos!
Just love the contrast of the two photos below...

Serene...found a aussie boyfriend<3...

finish!tml is church,gonna praise Him again!=D=D

2008-12-30T08:46:00.000-08:00

Haha its last day of 2008!!this year sure pass fast!wanna thank few people that had been in my life this year.

thanks serene for always hearing out my problems and being a super good buddy and nice sister!=)love hanging out with you!a true friend!=)

thanks kenneth zhang for giving me advice and we can always chat alot when we hang out haha thanks for this strong friendship buddy!=)

thanks rosaline hahaz just many many things to thank you for,when i have problems you hear me out and tok with me and stuffs!hahaz *hugs*!

thanks brendan buddy for being so nice yeah!hahaz great knowing u this friend!!=Dhahaz thanks for the christmas gift dude!=D

thanks kenneth yeo for giving me advices,hanging out and praying for me!=Dhaha great time spent with u dude!=D

thanks wanzi for hanging out with me and crapping alot!=)hahaz amazing and prayer-answered that we became good friends!Roly-Poly!!thanks buddy!!=D

thanks Sunday group ppl!!You guys are such a blessing to me from God this year!!hahaz love you guys!=D

thanks zixin hahaz you had been a very good Nu-er and Friend!=Dhaha u had left a very big footprint in my life okay!hahaz you are important to me!really love you alot!take care even as u go into secondary school=D

thanks wanlin hahaz you had been very nice and chatty!=Dhahaz even though sometimes u are a meanie to me=p hahaz still love ya lots!thank God letting me know u muhahaz!=D

still got many i haven thank,but i needa go off le hahaz.thanks to U for coming this blog and i m quite sure tat if u come to my blog,u are someone tat is in my life and i wanna thank you!!=D

Finally,i wanna thank God for wadever that happened in my life.You are good and worthy no matter wad happen...=)

2008-12-28T09:17:00.000-08:00

Starting school in about 9 hours time...this 3 weeks had been a fruitful holiday.Spent time with people and gonna know God more.haha recently got a new favourite song,Perfect love,by hillsongs.nice song

Superman...did by lora and her friend

*sadist emoing with me--imitating me=)*

*Me and mindy at sentosa,find lora*

Syl and i at christmas bash

Kenni and I at christmas bash

Sending jono and rainer off at the airport

*Piglet & Pig!!*

*wanzi!i never forget you this friend la!=D*

Before i wake u up,wake me up from my mistakes first...
Focus...focus...focus...
disappointments comes...but He teach me how to accept and show grace...

Even as you grow up,i hand it up to God that our friendship will last...=)

He is still Deserving!!=)=)

2008-12-24T06:40:00.000-08:00

[Romans 8:37]
-No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.

yeah ups and downs,struggling,defeated,overcomed.no matter what gonna fight this war to the end.tough...very tough...but I m a CONQUEROR!

1.Esther giving me cookies!=)
2.Pick up High class kon!!=D
3.Appreciation dinner=)
4.Go shooting!!=)

you growing up le...Take care when you go into secondary school=)=)

2008-12-20T13:26:00.000-08:00

Haha now is like so early!!and i m still here...GOd is still good.like always.Went with syl and jinquan to holland Village for supper,great hanging out with them.love it.

PS:Dont let go of God.its not worth to win the whole world and lose our souls.but no matter wad,i m still your friend=)

*pictures with buddy after christmas bash=p*

Mindy is coming back soon!!=D

2008-12-14T09:18:00.000-08:00

*HAPPY BELATED 18TH BDAY SADIST!=D=D*

SERIOUSLY wanna thank you for being such a nice and faithful friend all these while!!=)even though sometimes we brickle haha but thank God for holding our friendship and ur commitment to this friendship and being there to help and advice me when i need it!=)hahaz i really dunnoe wad to do or say now yea.but yeah u r wonderful!as u lead the team for this camp,jiayou okay!!=Dhahaz dun be discouraged by satan's attacks or etcs okay!
[isaiah 41:10-Do not fear,for I am with you,do not be dismayed,for I am your God!I will strengthen you and help you,I will uphold u with My victorious right hand!]

You may not be a perfect friend,but a treasured friend in my life and a gift from God!=D

2008-12-14T08:54:00.001-08:00

*KON!!we will be missing ya!!=D*

2008-12-14T08:45:00.000-08:00

Haha just feel like posting pictures!!=)

2008-12-07T20:10:00.001-08:00

Still crazy over the Camp rock song!hahaz love this song alot!!=D
but mindy told me its a very hard song to sing and after trying to record together for the very first time,hahaz i gonna really say i see the difference between our standards,of a pro and a rookie,hahaz its so hard to harmonise or even get the right key!but nevertheless i enjoy every moment of recording and singing!=)its become a passion inside me suddenly,wanna be good in at least an instrument and sing better so to be able to record and "hearable",not like hear le wan to puke tat kind haha=)

stayed over at esther's house,took NR3 with kenneth zhang,esther and joanna to orchard and back for fun haha!the bus chiong like mad!

I am in Games commitee for day 1!

You are faithful no matter what.whether i am faithful or not,You are still faithful.

2008-12-04T08:55:00.000-08:00

Spiritual walk is really a choice,if u want to walk UP or walk DOWN.when you are DOWN...make a choice,its hard.but i dont want to gain the whole world and lose my soul.God.

tattoo...

2008-11-26T08:21:00.000-08:00

Study :)

went out to study at esplanade again=)after that went fullerton hotel for a stroll and headed back...

Somebody:how to spell (premarital)??
Luwei:erm something like marital...
Somebody:Got u anot?marital or maritual...?
Luwei:Nope,dun tink so...
*Luwei thinking again...*
Luwei:Have U??
*Somebody stunned>.<*
Somebody:I thought you ask me had I done it!!haha!
Luwei: ...i mean have u anot,in marital this spelling,coz i dun really remember how to spell...
*Luwei think awhile again*
laughed together!!

discipler's test is a day from now...may God help me pass=)

2008-11-24T08:19:00.000-08:00

Had been thinking heaps recently,dun really care if anybody reads my blog,but as long as my post impact 1 person,i am happy already=)hahaz thank ppl that are there to support me and hear me out!and thank God for being faithful no matter wad!haha although i scared i may fail the discipler's class test,but still gonna try to pass.Had been struggling alot recently,the songs i listen to,the way i think,the way i react to problems.

-EMO?

-Self-centered?

-Self-pity?

whats the point of all this?sometimes just fall into the EMO trap,when i feel tat the i am so pitiful etc,but there are so many more ppl out there that needs help!ppl out there that does not know Jesus yet!why am i still emoing and wallowing in self-pity!thinking about how can i make my own life better,happier...wad rubbish is that compared to helping ppl who needs more help!i cant do it without You God!and you guys!!=)not that we should not seek to be happy,for God wants us to be happy,but i dun wanna be self-centered anymore...No more...

Covering my shame with Music etc,numbing myself.

IS JUST USING FIG LEAVES TO COVER MY NAKEDNESS!

God shall cover me with animal skins that i shall not be ashamed again because i am forgiven..trying hard...

And thank you guys for being there for me yeah!=)

Serene,Mindy,Esther,Kenneth zhang,Kenneth yeo,Yijun,Lora,Jingwei,Wanzi,Kenni etc.

WAKE UP!WAKE UP!

Feels like I'm going through the motions in the dark
In a world that leaves me with an uninspired heart

All I know is I'm so tired
Living life I barely feel
Give me hope, give me fire
Give me something real

Cause I don't wanna keep sleepwalkin' through
Endless days I've had enough of
Going nowhere, God I want to
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

It's now or never come and pull me from this dream
Where everything is colorless and nothing's what it seems

I believe only You
Can make me come alive
Help me be so consumed
Open up my eyes

Half asleep
I'm so bored
Counting sheep

by:everyday sunday

click my playlist,its the first song on the list!=)

2008-11-23T07:52:00.000-08:00

Jono,Rainer,Zenna,Audrey,Andy and I went town.

After eating with parents,went to city hall to wait for Jono and Rainer as i studied awhile at starbucks hahaz.Audrey,Andy and zenna came along after that and it was nice hanging out with them.Hung out in Borders and read humor books hahaz it was good..went to dome cafe to slack and ate nice wedges!

BEST WEDGES I EVER EATEN!=D

after that zenna,jono,rainer and I went for Madagascar as audrey and andy went off to meet their parents..wad a fine day..

Mindy will be gone tml too!=( with Esther and Mindy gone...sad..

On Solid Rock i stand...not standing on other grounds,thank God for today.

>Black & Red...<

Study at Esplanade Libraray

2008-11-22T09:21:00.000-08:00

>Study at esplanade...<
*STUDY*

*SHOT 1*

*SHOT 2*

*SHOT 3*

*STUDYING HARD-HIGH CLASS KON*

*ROOFTOP OF ESPLANADE*

*ON BUS,GOING FOR LUNCH*

Haha found this picture in my camera,sze ern!!u really gave me a mother feeling at first haha!ok la but look long le more like a Jie hahaz!!=D

yeah went to study with mindy on friday night at esplanade library!!haha it was so nice tat when i sat down on the couch,i told myself i cant study here le,sure sleep or distracted by the nice views and stuffs.But at last still studied hahaz=).GUAI.thanks wanlin for pei-ing me go eat dinner yeah while waiting for mindy kon hahaz.

i cant believe i am saying this...but i believe i will miss esther and mindy loads!hahaz friends kind of miss!hahaz on the second day of esther's departure i already feel so weird le,haha should be happy ah esther!=)

yeah jono and rainer is here!audrey is back!!=D

Praise God

2008-11-17T05:25:00.000-08:00

Yeah,wad a tiring day.

-woke up 12pm sunday.

-meet jack and syl to buy xinlong present and reach his house at 5 plus.

-reach airport at 1.55am.

-Jono arrived and reached sembawang for supper at 3 plus am.

-Finish supper,Syl,Esther and I went back to changi beach to see sun rise at 5 plus am.

-reach simei after waiting for sun rise but got blocked by the clouds,poor esther,at 6 plus am.

-ate breakfast and start travelling to clementi at 7 plus am.

-reach xuanwen's workplace at 8 plus am and stayed till 4 plus pm.

-meet syl and serene for dinner at 6 plus pm.

-reach home at 8 plus pm.

had not sleep for real for more than 33 hours plus...tired...drained...

And its 2 hours and 23 mins more to "bestest friend" birthday!=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINDY KON!!
really wanna thank you for all the jokes and encouragement you shown me!=D
really enjoy crapping with you and the "up up" hand shake
you are a great friend!<3
WE LOVE YOU!!

2008-11-12T07:54:00.000-08:00

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no

record of wrongs.

[1 corinthians 13:4-5]

Lord teach me how to love,turn back to You.

everything just not going right,but still know You are in control,and You have the best installed.Help me to praise You,help me to rely on You.Need prayer thanks=)

-thanks "high class" kon.for the "up up" handshake,and brotherly r/s!thanks alot for the talk=)

-thanks esther

-thanks jingwei

-thanks rosaline buddy

-thanks wanzi roly poly

-thanks serene sadist

-thanks yijun

-thanks kenneth zhang

I want to shoot pics!of nice nice night scenery!<3

thank You God...

2008-11-09T23:55:00.000-08:00

*wanzi's Space maggot and wanlin's Piglet 1 on 1*

*Everybody helping me to take out my extensions*~~

*PIGS!!=)*

*Old men with mustache extensions=)*

*Yea Wanzi so long nv tok to her le,hahaz finally new pic*

*Esther attacked by Piglet*=)

some other pictures...=)=)

*Jieying at my mom's shop*

*Wanlin and I at cafe cartel for breakfast*

*Covenant signing day!!cell dress up!=D*

*Friends!buddy looking elsewhere=p*

*Zixin & joey,haha at least this is a new pic of you,wait till i get my picasa,den i college our pics lorz*

getting emo is not the way...

2008-11-04T07:11:00.000-08:00

Starting to like school.haha prayers really works!haha prayed for interest and it really came!=Dhahaz
ok for the sake of MR XX who is pestering me to update i will haha!=D

been going to the starbucks near fulleton to slack recently with awesome friends.haha awesome place to hang out with friends there!=)with all the "boyfriend" talk from someone whenever we reach there huh..esther.
Yeah aussies and audrey coming soon!!=)excited to see them!=)

Love the Lord with all my heart,soul and mind.even though its hard,trying to.need prayers!=D

Miss those times...1 year ago..when we were so close friends...=)

Deep and meaningless-Rooster
I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

2008-10-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

Had been thinking alot recently...

does my faith base on emotions?

does my love for God base on just knowing more of Him or knowing Him??=)

no point brooding over it..needa act.there is no middle for this question.need to make a choice.=)=)
more of Him,less of me.

romans 8:28-
for all things work together for the good of those who love Him and called according to His purpose for them!

thanks lisa!for encouraging me hahaz yeah lets hang on together and grow out stronger!=D

and also wanna thank you guys recently for withstanding my emo-ness and stuffs..

kenneth zhang
serene wong shi min
low wanzi
esther and gang...=)

at last...in all things i bring Praise!i want my life to reflect Your glory!=)

2008-10-21T05:52:00.000-07:00

THIS IS OUR GOD

Your grace is enough
More than I need
And your word I will believe
I wait for you
Draw near again
And your spirit make me new
And i will fall at your feet
I will fall at your feet
And i will worship you here

Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
By your spirit i am free
And i will fall at your feet
I will fall at your feet
And i will worship you here

Freely you gave it all for us
Surrendered your life upon that cross
Great is your love
Poured out for all
This is our God

Lifted on high from death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Servant and King
Rescued the world
This is our God

Posting a few pictures!!dont feel like going out...

thanks for all who stood by me friends!=)you are greatly appreciated=D
1.serene
2.kenneth zhang
3.rosaline
etc...

its so hard to love...with my own strength,where to find more strength?give me faith Lord..give me strength.Turn me back to You

sorry if one day i suddenly leave this group,i cant bear to,but sorry if i do...

Signing off...
end

2008-10-12T10:11:00.000-07:00

New semester!
wanna get right with God,start with God,and glorify Him.hahaz always do crazy things to my hair before skool starts,i extended white strands onto it=(look like china boy now hahaz

thank God for many things He brought me thru,and lessons He taught me=)=)
thanks for people that spent time with me and build up r/s!=)

still listening to 一眼瞬间...and like singing it!=D

White hair extension!!

Last but not least!!=)thank God for...

she wants to compare!we look more mature??=)

4 months ago...

Now!!=)

God is our Father,we gonna be brother and sister forever!=)=)Female bestie=p
thanks for being a listening ear and such a great encouragement in my life=)=)thick and thin lets go thru it with God and prayers!=Dyeah gogo sadist!=D

2008-10-05T12:22:00.000-07:00

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no

record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8

2008-09-30T10:35:00.000-07:00

Haha $10.95 white wine plus strawberry!taste like sparkling juice though haha!!=D

*Cheers my friend!=)*

hahaz seriously felt i need the peace of God to tide me through this tough time now.everyday seems emotionally twisting and burdened,so worried etc.but when the darkness covers me,i still remember that You overcame it,and will give me strength to overcome it too=)

Not we first love Him,but He first loved us...

2008-09-29T10:11:00.000-07:00

Pei them study again!!=)=)

Picasa 3 is great!!=Dhaha

2008-09-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

一眼瞬间
did a recording on it,but should not be posting up here=p dont dare throw face

女：白茫茫的星光　洒在长长路上　想念的冰凉　你知道吗
　　你浅浅的微笑　深似海的眼光　都能掀起我　滔天的巨浪

男：你相信吗　这是命吗　这次我们放弃抵抗
　　那怕拥抱　在身上　划下深深的伤

合：只要看你一眼　一瞬间　哪怕是最后画面
　　我的世界　因为爱过而完美　谁都不该离太远
　　只要看你一眼　一瞬间　足够我熬过千年
　　我不后悔　爱若让末日提前
　　我们要一起　好好迎接那句点

Repeat all once

女：如果相爱是错
男：错过又算什么
合：这一次我们　宁死不放手　往彼此的心里跳　跳到天荒地老　OH～

合：只要看你一眼　一瞬间　哪怕是最后画面
　　我的世界　因为爱过而完美　谁都不该离太远
　　只要看你一眼　一瞬间　足够我熬过千年
　　我不后悔　爱若让末日提前
　　我们要一起　好好迎接那句点

男：我们要一起
合：好好迎接那句点

~*SHOOT MV*~

*part #1*

*collage*=)

*female lead*=p

Love this song recently!=)saw the lyrics and found it to be nice but abit emo la..abit la abit haha=D

MV for tis coming out soon i hope!!hahaz by wanlin,jieying and I haha...=p

2008-09-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

"Running after Him,trying to keep up"=[奶爸 100%]=

Thanks Jieying for helping me to clean up my room!haha i wanted to do that since months ago!!thanks!=D

Hahaz We crashed into the reading room and stopped a couple having their romantic quiet time=)=)4 of us just went in,stayed in the room to study,and spoiled the Kiss-and-hug times haha.Pei them studying for past 3 days,zixin,jingwei,gabriel,jocelyn not in pictures because took after they are gone,or the rest are with jingwei.Being their "奶爸"(nanny dad)
telling them to study and buy food for them at times.Although distracting them some times haha=p

yeah thank God that He provides enough grace for me even though i fail etc these few days,always enough to pick me up,give me clearer vision.=)And esther even got new furnitures without paying a single cents thanks to the provision of church members!!=DPraise God...Yeah
A thought sort of struck me,may be from Him,that we say we trust Him,but when things go haywire,do we take it back into our own hands subtly=)needa recheck and keep on trusting in Him=)

Yeah thanks for the talk i had on msn with you!=D
sorry didnt spend time with some of you and thus cause the feeling of being neglected=)

[Taken in Perth...]

love it!=)

Powerpuff gals rocks!BUBBLES IS THE CUTEST!!=D

Esther said a joke:"Excuse me,I lost my number,can i have yours?=P"

galatians 4:7-Therefore you are no longer a slave but a son,and if a son,then an heir of God through Christ.

2008-09-22T07:47:00.001-07:00

waiting for my shirt....=)-------------princess

2008-09-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

NICE DAY SPENT WITH YOU GUYS!!=)

Zixin,jieying,wanlin,jingwei,esther,mindy,gabriel,jocelyn came my house to study today.haha really wanna thank you guys!!=)you guys encourage me alot when I am low and you guys are a bunch of fun ppl to mix with!=)

more pictures of *GANGSTERS* group photos coming up soon!=)=)

2008-09-20T13:36:00.000-07:00

Thank God for the Word today on self esteem,or rather God-esteem.Wanna place find my value and worth in Him,because He is accurate and reliable.~Jesus is the Rock which i stand,Anywhere else is sinking sand~Great testimony share on fasting and praying,not doubting Him.God help me to be like that.help me to persevere,help me to say "i believe" and "I love YOU"

-Haha recently felt that i quite like to be the "Older one" and communicating with younger people,share their problems and my experience with them that can paint them a clearer picture of where their actions will lead them to=D

Love this pic!went XW's working place again and took this pic!=)

*Nuer and xiaomei=)*

*Dajie caring for hurt kid=p*

*My foot...your knees...your foot...*

2008-09-17T09:23:00.001-07:00

[16.9.08]

Happy birthday Jieying!!went to celebrate jieying birthday at jurong point,ate at fish and co!=)
hahaz seafood platter for 2 should change its name to seafood platter for 6!!=)

*xiaomei holding cute blue teddy!!=)*

*Jieying and me =)=)*
[17.9.08]

With Roly-poly and Nu-er at Swensens for breakfast and dinner!=)*go swensens twice a day=p*Glad that we can finally meet up and chit chat after so long due to exams!!=)

*Bu suang de thai girl & emo purple guy*

Punishing Wanlin!=P

2008-09-13T10:23:00.000-07:00

Kids at xuanwen's working place=)=)

they are so cute=)=)

Nu er and I feeling so sad for the students when we keep giving them X...

Helping out with the assignments=)

but nv take pic with xw when go visit her...hahaz irony=)happy day spent!they say wanlin look like princess,and i thought as Laopa i will look like king or something...den end up i look like policeman!!=X
went to meet syl,huijin,jinquan and yijun for dinner and slack=)hahaz

2008-09-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

† ∑ [[ Ξα ĿڼẄӨٲ °C ΩΞ ]] ∑ † ❤ I m sure You understand me ❤ says:
got ppl mum tot i m the boyfriend
† ∑ [[ Ξα ĿڼẄӨٲ °C ΩΞ ]] ∑ † ❤ I m sure You understand me ❤ says:
hahaz worst
† ∑ [[ Ξα ĿڼẄӨٲ °C ΩΞ ]] ∑ † ❤ I m sure You understand me ❤ says:
ah beng at least better haha
~*Joey*~ How!?Only 19 more days!!T.T writes:

~*Joey*~ How!?Only 19 more days!!T.T says:
Tied up!
† ∑ [[ Ξα ĿڼẄӨٲ °C ΩΞ ]] ∑ † ❤ I m sure You understand me ❤ says:
hahah my hair where got green colours!
† ∑ [[ Ξα ĿڼẄӨٲ °C ΩΞ ]] ∑ † ❤ I m sure You understand me ❤ says:
haha still laughing at my hair rite u joey!!!
~*Joey*~ How!?Only 19 more days!!T.T says:
haha
~*Joey*~ How!?Only 19 more days!!T.T says:
HAHA
~*Joey*~ How!?Only 19 more days!!T.T says:
but...really very funny

hahaz really funny joey!!=)went to play badminton with joey,kzhang,gabriel,gab's friend and kaili.tied my fringe up because it was blocking my view and i cant see the shuttlecock haha=)

Holiday!!

2008-09-11T06:07:00.000-07:00

[proverbs 11:28-A life devoted to things is a dead life, a stump; a God-shaped life is a flourishing tree.(the message)]

haha this verse really meant alot,in this world that we are living in,and the time that i am living in now.

Holidays!!
a time that we are so free,and have nothing to do.hahaz actually i believe that holiday is when many things happen,good or bad.Every holiday i look forward as i can play games and hang out with friends till very late etc.but this holiday set me into thinking...i start to realise that devoting my life and time to games and pleasure is quite dumb.hahaz my dad just subscribe my favourite channel,Cartoonnetwork for me!because my sis and i bugged him for quite some time.

i remember i can sit infront of my tv watching CN for 6 hrs straight,sometimes i can sit infront of tv for the whole day..But..when i finish all these pleasure seeking,i still feel empty and tired.

I want to devote myself to growing and doing fruitful things this holiday,in God.I want to grow stronger.Although said is easier than done,always there is a "force" that pulls me back,to devoting my time to things and others..nothing bad devoting my time on people and making an impact in their lives and loving them!=)=)but sometimes i go overboard,and putting God out of the picture..coveting hahaz.

[Matt 6:33-Seek first the Kingdom of God,and His righteousness,and all these things shall be added onto you=)]
-"Let me know who i am in You,no need to change to let anyone accept me,but only You."
-You will take care of my needs,i dont need to worry,

"i will try to devote to You,pls keep me in prayers ppl=)"

2008-09-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

[8.9.08.monday]

Fun!!

went out with nu-er,jieying and esther to warren yesterday!=)went to dance DDR because someone wanted to play but too long nv play,still play until leg pain!=)=)hahaz jieying was more pro den me in SSR but i was better in DDR!=p hahaz happy to spend time with them haha played picture hunt and some safari game where we need to catch animals & Bishi bashi too!!=)hahaz
[9.9.08.tuesday]

TOWN!!

hahaz went town with henson and shuen!!=)glad to spend time with cell members again!on the mrt,started my purpose driven life campaign with Mr zhang.today is DAY 1.was really great!

[colossians 1:16b-Everything got started in Him and finds its purpose in Him...]

made me really think...if i think everything is about myself,i will never find the real purpose in life.I dont want that,i want to know the real purpose.A higher calling He created us to have,more than wad i know and enjoy now...=)

[proverbs 11:28-A life devoted to things is a dead life, a stump; a God-shaped life is a flourishing tree.(the message)]

[Jeremiah 17:7-8 But blessed are those who trust in the Lord ,and have made the Lord their hope and confidence. ⁸ They are like trees planted along a riverbank, with roots that reach deep into the water. Such trees are not bothered by the heat or worried by long months of drought. Their leaves stay green, and they never stop producing fruit.(NLT)]

PUT THE LORD AS YOUR TRUST AND CONFIDIENCE!!=)

Saw a jacket that was nice!=)159.90 bucks!hahaz SHOULD BUY??

still waiting for my SHIRT and BEAR!!=)

Praise Him...

2008-09-04T11:59:00.000-07:00

Love God,do u ever think that u are so strong that u wont fall?love God so much that u will love Him all your life?=)

person 1st,problem 2nd.so many times we zoom into the problem and start correcting that person and not showing grace when that person says the "s**t" or "oh my G**" again..we feel tat we told them but they nv listen..we are not showing grace,sins dun root in us overnite,changes of course cant happen overnite..ask for wisdom..to really love people=)

2008-09-01T12:37:00.000-07:00

Things i gonna accomplish this holiday

Spend time with God daily.(Quality)
purpose driven life
try to slim down la=p(try to)
save money.

yeah had great times with friends!!=)

thanks for buying a shirt for me!=)Piglet Nu er and I=)

Tonning times=)

Nice hanging out!wanzi,wanlin,mindy,esther,jingwei,liyuan,muen,jieying etc.hahaz yeah time to refocus,time to get up again=D

You are the One that loves me always...

2008-08-25T09:46:00.000-07:00

[Psalm 121:1-2,8]
-¹I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.²My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth. ^-8The LORD shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.

I am tired,so many things that i dun understand,so many thoughts in my mind abt You are wrong.spiritual lowless,I am tired of repeating the same cycle...yea really need ppl to pray and encourage.Everyone needs it,no one is strong enough to be alone.because we are called to not give up meeting one another,encourage one another and build each other up.

Dont wanna let go of friendships that are not as sweet as before,it pains my heart.Sometimes it just dont work,when we want to show care and love to ppl,they just dun appreciate,just maybe,we are doing it the wrong way.Or are we not wanting to progress in some friendships,because it was not as sweet and fun and love-filled as before??=)I really feel tat alot of us,christians are not,are falling into making friends and den discarding them when we feel that something is not right with our friendship,or "my friend is not showing me as much love as before...".
Loyalty and faithfulness is important,sorry tat i had discarded some of my old friends as rubbish too..if we treat others as rubbish,we are treating Christ as rubbish.

Help me believe oh God.That You will mold me and love me still.

studied with mindy kon and jingwei today.favourite biscuit!=)=)eating it always make me feel happy,at least i tink i m happy=)

Fancy gems!!must by this brand de den nice i feel!=)

took a picture,love them!=)=)

And lastly,present serene wong!!=D i studied so much even though was with u and ann!hahaz amazing but thanks!!=D

2008-08-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

ZIXIN!!

dont be sad ok!=)cheer up!
haha suddenly just felt like posting abt zixin and xunxiang,when we hung out that times.

haha miss those times man!

hahaz yeah old times are great.when 3 of us hung out together,as a family haha=)=)

Is there chance to go back that way?
Are there better things for us in future?=)

Remembered the times of mission trips when

we walk,we walk together.
eat,we sit together.
took neoprint together.=)=)

haha watching both of you grow up is a joy to me!sort of la=)hahaz ok enough of the laopa-ish post.God bless!=)

2008-08-17T10:08:00.000-07:00

Hanging on...Our God is awesome God.yeah even though there are times i dun understand His ways,and felt so discouraged,beaten down,small..but knowing that He did this because He loves me,and had the best for me,will make me want to trust Him.although it is hard to praise Him,or even love Him,when i was so discouraged and confused,He is still the SAME GOD WHO LOVE ME,SAVED ME,HAVE THE BEST FOR ME no matter how unfaithful i had been..
thank You God.When i have a chance to take another glimpse of Your works,i know You are true,You are love,You are Unfailing.

went to celebrate wanzi birthday today.haha below are some pictures.=)enjoyed myself!!
Liyuan,jingwei,muxin,joel,jieying,esther,wanlin and I went.

Project RUNAWAY!!=joel.liyuan,luwei as models.wanlin as main.wanzi as background enhancer haha=p

Happy five!!=)

Piglet and Teddybear!!=)

To:Little gal!!yea its hard but hang on!school is tough but hang on!can understand how u feel because i went through it before!but keep on praying!God is there and He will not let things get out of control!u are lovely and sweet ok!=)yeah and we will love to hang out with u!=)

Finally i wanna thank few ppl that i had not appreciated these few periods of time.
Esther cheong thanks for always bearing with my short temper and being a sister in Christ that helped me through my tough times!

Kenneth Yeo thanks for caring for me and praying for me!talking to u make me learn much!=Dhaha thanks for sharing sessions haha!

Gab,jingwei thanks for always tolerating my short temper also and u guys had been very nice and helpful bros in my life!!thanks!!=)

Serene sadist haha thanks for all that u done and care for me!i believe that God reveal to u that i was sad for a reason!haha thank you!

Rosaline thanks for always accompanying me and encouraging me!!=)hahaz believe that God revealed to u that i was sad also for a reason!hahaz thank you for ur love and encouragement!=)

Wanzi thanks for ur encouraging smses etc!!hahaz and ur prayers and yea i do hope that our friendship will not be seasonal!thank you!

Thank God!!=)

Big Daddy Weave-Everytime i breathe

Praise be to God!

2008-08-03T10:01:00.001-07:00

(at bugis,beef noodle stall...)thanks to sze and pj!

Hahaz praise God!for revealing verses to me that addresses my problems again and again!
trust Him in His grace,trust Him for forgiveness,trust Him for understanding.
dont give up,keep pushing..He is not against but for you!!=)

Isaiah 41:10 -Do not fear,for I am with you;do not be discouraged,for I am your God.I will strengthen you and help you,I will uphold you with My victorious Right hand.

hahaz dunnoe how but you did feel that i m sad.haha guess its God who revealed it to you ba=)hahaz thanks for being a friend that cares and shows love.hahaz although we dont have much time to spend together etc but times we spent are fruitful and builds our friendship!=)=)thanks Sadist!=)

guess i m getting up again!=)although still feel abit emo over the past,but i trust that God will handle it because He loves me!=)and trust Him with ur problems too!
1 peter 5:7 -cast your cares unto the Lord,for He cares for you.=)=)

i miss the times...

Praise the Lord!=)for He has something better for us!!=D

Jere 29:11-I know My plans for You,plans to prosper you and not to harm you,plans to give you a hope and a future.=)

2008-07-31T08:54:00.000-07:00

Hold on to Jesus...

Isn't it hard to focus on God,and put Him first...

when we have so much to handle in life,
so many friends and family members to provide us with love,
struggle with our emotions towards ppl,
homework and studies,
plannings for cellgroups and responsibilities...

haha but i come to realise that when we let go and let God.He uses all these to teach us things in our lives,not letting us handling it alone,because we can never do it alone=)=)

2008-07-29T09:57:00.000-07:00

Changes...

talking is needed,but praying and putting it into actions is more impt.=)=)
no point meeting up every week and discuss abt ppl but not loving them.
"sorry,i have to tell it to the leaders cause it is for ur own good."..sounds familiar..=)

haha we are responsible to be there to support each other,trust is the main thing.Dont promise the person that you wont tell the leaders wad is his problems after he account to you if u noe that u may have the need to tell the leaders because for his own good.If our accountability and shepherding becomes "legal sessions" of talking abt ppl.gossips.

Accountability is abt,love,care and trust.we should not just correct or pin down ppl just because we think they are not doing well or dun meet our expectations of doing well.=)

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. [1 Corinthians 13:4-8]

thank you lora for sending me such an encouraging msg!=)

Piglet and teddy bear=)=)

piglet,sponge,domino,female ghost.(taken by luwei)

Wonderful is the One who created all things and even if i dun understand,help me to seek You.

wanlin!dont say my blog boring again hor hahaz got ur face.

2008-07-27T10:29:00.001-07:00

Praise Him!hand it all up to Him no matter wad!=)

EMO!xuans,serene and I,in perth.

Serene's funny face!=)
er...wads that for sia?=)haha

Take charge God=D

2008-07-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

[Exo 20:13]
-Thou shall not kill.

I learn that i need to be careful with words,even cursing ppl is wrong.murder starts with the heart,how we deal with anger.I believe that it does not add onto to the "hey dont say that word!,hey thats so not nice!"...but its really wads beneath the curse,swear word,that came out of our mouths.haha i believe that only way for us to stop saying is to realise wad God done for us,only that can change our hearts,not that "oi! dont say that!".haha even cursing is serious.

esther,do not murder.haha

2008-07-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

thank you esther...for pulling me out today hahaz.thanks for teaching me wad is using love to teach someone,rather than just words.Using love to heal a person's day,not only talking.hahaz learning to praise God even if it is hard..haha.
hahaz lora said birthday into birthfat!=D=D

and i have no special someone!if created misunderstanding,pls know the truth now!haha=D

UnDo.push on.run to me.

2008-07-21T09:45:00.000-07:00

Want to thank God for all that had happened and what He had spoken to me and going to do.I learnt that we need to be the same person when nobody is watching us as when people are watching us.Character is so much more important than reputation.hahaz dont want to care much abt reputation now but rather how my character is like=)=)

Relationships put to the test = Relationship put in God's hands.
He told me,just trust me with your relationships.

yeah friendships,we need to do wad is best for that person,not thinking wad is the best we can get from that person.

bringing the best out of that person or doing wad seems good for that person may cost that person to be unhappy,but if its good for that person,do it with wisdom=)
^{[Psalms 145:14-15]
14} The Lord helps the fallen
and lifts those bent beneath their loads.
¹⁵ The eyes of all look to you in hope;
you give them their food as they need it.

Zixin was happy when she received the shoes!!=)
Borders have funny books!!i saw a book named the chronicles of BLANIA!=)haha with kenneth yeo,laughed like mad over the jokes in the joke books that were in the humor section.

Luwei:Wad do you call a cheese that is not yours?=)
Someone:i dont know...
Luwei: Nacho cheese...

2008-07-15T09:51:00.000-07:00

haha went for PDOP=POLY DAY OF PRAYER!!=)
hahaz yeah really cried out to God,and i was so shock that God showed me this verse,and it really spoke to me.

psalms 145:13-21

¹³ For your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom.
You rule throughout all generations.

The Lord always keeps his promises;
he is gracious in all he does.^[c]
¹⁴ The Lord helps the fallen
and lifts those bent beneath their loads.
¹⁵ The eyes of all look to you in hope;
you give them their food as they need it.
¹⁶ When you open your hand,
you satisfy the hunger and thirst of every living thing.
¹⁷ The Lord is righteous in everything he does;
he is filled with kindness.
¹⁸ The Lord is close to all who call on him,
yes, to all who call on him in truth.
¹⁹ He grants the desires of those who fear him;
he hears their cries for help and rescues them.
²⁰ The Lord protects all those who love him,
but he destroys the wicked.²¹ I will praise the Lord,
and may everyone on earth bless his holy name
forever and ever.

hahaz went to church to find kenneth yeo today,hahaz watched superhero movie and pls dun watch it cause it is quite dirty haha!!=)met up with peijun,henson and sze ern before that and had a good chat and nice lunch!thank God for them hahaz!!=D

zixin!haha so happy took pics!!=Dbut i nv force u take leh!haha some u want to take de lorz muhahaha!=)and u have my pics in ur phone and never send me also!!hahaz oh man miss mission trip times and spending time with u so much!=Dhaha got chance go out again!=D

Mindy kon,esther and I are planning to go over to perth next december!!=)haha pray that God will let everything fall into place!!=Dhaha hope tat can go b4 mt so can come back with audrey and aussies for mt and mt trainings!!=)

Give me strength to fly,give me strength to run when i cant fly,give me strength to walk when i cant run...=)=)I still want to trust and say i love You...=)JESUS CHRIST!hahaz just know that I have to wait onto the Lord,for things to happen.not my timing but His.but gonna keep on praying haha dun wan to give up....

Luwei on Times' Magazine...=P

Serene on dunnoe wad magazine!!=)

Dear Father, hold onto me=)
Luwei

2008-07-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

haha gonna go His way!=)
today met up to celebrate muxin's birthday!!haha happy birthday bro!hahaz zixin,esther,jingwei,gabriel,liyuan,jocelyn,mindy,wanlin and I!!spend time talking to zixin today haha so nice!!hahaz thank God really glad that can talk with u again ex nuer!

Woman and man of the year!!hahaz you really look like a WO-man and woman!!=)

me in blankets=)=)

hahaz pig lips!!

hi...its me=)

went to have dinner at bukit panjang plaza with jingwei,esther and gab,jocelyn couldnt make it.haha met cheryl and huat,met up to eat huat's farewell dinner,so we went swensens!!=Dhaha after planned to take bus to lot 1 to take mrt home,but esther told us to take a tour ard the cemetery on the bus,but she was so scared even though she was on the bus!!=)hahaz took some pictures!!

Pic on bus "cemetery tour on bus"

huat in swensen with us=)

thank God,thank You...Your grace covers me,through darkness and times that i dont understand,and cant go through myeself=)thank You for Your comfort,thank You for sending ppl to comfort me.thanks for serene,rosaline,esther,jason,jono,wanzi,jaslyn,peijun,lora,henson,audrey,brendan,joshua.

Jason,Jono and guys!thanks for keeping contact with us even though u guys went back to perth for so long!=)haha love ya buddies!=)